You born in the same family, you grow up together and you nurture in the same way... that can make you enemies or real friends...depends on those who were in charge...
You have experienced a life time and You have endless memories together, some are happy some sad...but that's what makes this relation reliable because you have seen each other in different situations and you know how to act, what to do or not to do, to bring comfort for the other...so make it the way they want till sadness storm calms and comes to an end.
Well, there are things in their eyes, different things. I don't know why but it's now in history if I remember a time I looked in the depth of anybody's eyes.
I always look at the face in general and then I go for the body. I feel like I'm losing my human Part and the animal inside is roaring and wants to rip me apart and come out.
Lust maybe is the trigger, but... well let's forget about this... It's not what I want to say.
Everything seems constant. I feel like I'm clinched to the wall of eternity of " hey you have to be there and no more talks."
It's really hard to let your dreams go, but it happens sometimes and there is no other way. Colorful dreams of yours are fading in the lust of your mind's air.
There is no way I could understand what's going on. I'm pretty sure I'm
feeling very well but at the same time I'm sure something's not right.
That kind of understanding really hurts.