Broken Chair

A broken chair is something that separated me from the one whom I loved the most.

I'm sure she never believed that the chair beside me was broken or I wasn't afraid of breaking the law of no female-male seats near each other.

She saw it as an excuse to send her away and it was in her eyes.

But I swear despite the hectic situation and some hundreds that were watching us exchanging looks I didn't care if I could invite her and had her beside me for a couple of hours.....

But the damn chair was broken....    :|

P.S: I didn't have the chance to confess to her.

Moments of Anger

This is me when I was very angry with others...

It was a while ago and at the time I decided not to publish it for two reasons:

Misinterpretation of the others and time for me to rethink what I've written

here's the words:

"I hate people with the skill of showing off and playing the role of the know it all.

 I hate them...they come with bad timing... say their shit and leave whenever they felt like it.

They piss me off so badly I want to hurt them.... I always write for myself and that helps a lot....

I don't expect to be understood or be the center of any spotlight....the best is to leave me alone and don't judge...

Reza."

Dark Side

The line of life is not one steady simple line...it has a changing pattern that u can't simply analyze with any mathematical equation or theory.

human being while they are living beings are the same.when dead in despite of what u believe they are not in this complex equations.well, not exactly as the ghost stories and movies are saying but they can't lay a finger,although their deeds and memories can be added to the equations.

When i think about myself and why I'm thinking about such a complex thing when it can be too much easier i hear loud cries and shouts in mahead.

Has it happened to u.u are cheerful and helpful and charming and full of hope and the next week is disastrous darkness.

actually i think everyone has its ups and downs but in such a managing way then there is no doubt that u have dark side.the dark side comes out and lured u to its hidden traps and make you move in such a creative and blessing way that everyone may get something's off but in hell they can't prove it.

Yeah.... that's what a dark side is about. Playing hides and seeks with everyone for an ambition.can we say then the ambition is dark? or what it's doing is wrong so easily? can we?

leaves bathing in the sun while roots grow in the darkness!

Reza....dark or what!!?

Depression of A Film-Addict

I watch movies and series and I watch'em a lot. Unstoppable, seriously unstoppable and what's that suppose to mean. I don't feel like a hero and I don't feel gifted. Am I wanted to be seen?

I watch movies and series and that helps. It helps to put miseries aside and see others miseries and happiness. Their hectic moments become mine. And it feels better. I become the loser who puts himself together and wins the game at the end….. I like movies and series.

I watch'em a lot and these moments of fantasy, I feel safe and my miseries are gone. I drown in their world…. I become the evil the beast…. I become the hero the beauty and for a moment I feel better. I like lemon. I like the lemon-like taste of it.

I watch movies and series and I like the lemon-like taste of truth…. When it strikes back and tells you:" welcome back to the world" and bitterness hits you.

I watch movie and series and I'm tired of silly people. When there is this guy, silly inside out and he remains silly to the end of the time, magically wins it all at the end.

I hate that guy that despite the fact that he does everything he could, he still loses and those who must be losers become god and win it all.

I hate that moment I hate this moment I hate that moment I hate this moment…. Over and over... I hate all that easily fuckingly predictable moments but still . . .

I watch movies and series . . . 'cause I'm a film-addict. Welcome…welcome to the world of film-addict….

Reza

Brother and Sister for Life

You born in the same family, you grow up together and you nurture in the same way... that can make you enemies or real friends...depends on those who were in charge...

You have experienced a life time and You have endless memories together, some are happy some sad...but that's what makes this relation reliable because you have seen each other in different situations and you know how to act, what to do or not to do, to bring comfort for the other...so make it the way they want till sadness storm calms and comes to an end.

there are too many happy memories and some few sad ones...It's clear that the happy moments are important but what makes this bond strong is the sadness you have overcome together...

and when you become adults, you may have reached to a point to leave each other and live with another one but sisterhood and brotherhood are places that one can always come back to and be safe and trusted...

to all who have felt the same way in their life...

brother and sister for life...

Reza