When I Was Kid, Things Went Dummy

There are things that etched in my mind forever and most of them happened in my childhood.

When I was kiddo I mean, I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. It was some time in elementary school that I was always the number one. Our teacher, Mrs "I don't know what" (like i said etched in my mind) chose three of the best to go to a book exhibition.

She asked us to not tell anyone and I did vice versa at the first break. She didn't get mad but she was a little embarrassed but she was OK.

They sent us there with a minibus and I have a little in my pocket for just one book and a restrict order from mom to not waste the money. It was my first time to go to a crowded place like that but school.

I couldn't do anything and I have a special nervous that maybe I do wrong and waste the money and on the other hand, I couldn't find a place to tell the seller to give me the book that I'd been chosen. I clearly remember that It was a book about the Moon.

Don't you know how a little boy would become embarrassed when he told the seller three times that he wants that book and the seller sent him at the end of the queue, because the book he was showing was cheap.

It's Funny isn't it. I the chosen student between thirty students couldn't buy a thing after the day finished, With having this in your mind that my other two friends were successful. It may happen now too. When you must get the taxi in the rain, find a place in row, Do not allow people to pity you.

You know it's the all day fighting of my life and I think everyone. I pass through it with patience and it always shock me that this method works for me. But not in that special day. I always have the guts to get my rights. I know it now, but I have a faith in not having greed and that's what sometimes stops me.

Reza and The Kiddo

Now We Are Free or Whatever Lisa Sings

It's rare and weird, You know someone for just 3 or 4 years and so influenced by her. Her voice is an essence of love, sorrow and joy and she is singing and she is chatting with a special person. Good to know she knows it.

She is talking to God. "I sing in the language of the Heart " she has said and she has started it when she was about 12. and there are some theology behind it that is close to mine. Not the same......But close. You are very close Lisa Gerrard.
She has said: " Now I am filled with the Holy Ghost, that is the promise in the Bible the Church will not talk about, because this secret would mean the fall of the religion.” The idea is that one can have a personal relationship with God without the interference of an organization like the Church. "

She is talking and every word has its meaning that can't be repeated. She is talking and you know for sure that it's not any language that you have heard before but you know what she means......Yeah you get it right......It's speaking with your heart. The only language every being of The Almighty could understand if he is still under his order, care and love.
"you better be recording when Lisa starts to sing because whatever she starts singing cannot be duplicated." "When you put the picture up - and you'd better be recording, if she (Lisa) sees the picture and starts singing amazing things will start happening and you'd better capture it."(Hans Zimmer)

PLAY

Anol shalom
Anol sheh lay konnud de ne um
Flavum
Nom de leesh
Ham de nam um das...


La um de
Flavne
We de ze zu bu
We de sooo a ru
Un va-a pesh a lay
Un vi-i bee
Un da la pech ni sa


Aaahh


Un di-i lay na day
Un ma la pech a nay mee di nu ku


La la da pa da le na da na
Ve va da pa da le na la dumda
La la da pa da le na da na
Ve va da pa da le na la dumda
La la da pa da le na da na
Ve va da pa da le na la dumda
La la da pa da le na da na
Ve va da pa da le na la dumda


Anol shalom
Anol sheh ley kon-nud de ne um
Flavum
Flavum
M-ai shondol-lee
Flavu Lof flesh lay
Nof ne
Nom de lis
Ham de num um dass
La um de
Flavne
Flay
Shom de nomm
Ma-lun des dwondi.
Dwwoondi


Alas sharum
du koos
Shaley koot-tum

Barbie , SMN and Reza

I have two days with too many coincidences. I saw three people twice and I barely see them in this little town of mine. Weird...Maybe not. but think about it. every thing has a reason.

Barbie:

She is some kind of freak girl walking up and down in a certain place of this town and she is a exact match to a barbie doll. as thin as....with a pink headband and pink handbag. seeing her twice has its reasons....she is roaming but don't know what she is up to. A Barbie

SMN:

She is something really different. no real friendship, I always heard about her here and there. she is gentle, kind, cute and serious. one of the people that I can't look direct into the eye. there are some who make my heart beats faster and she is one of them. I don't have any real feeling about her...Think it's some kind of passion that I'm controlling. that's what everyone should do to not cross the line.

She just once smile on me and make me feel shy. She doesn't mean it but surely she know the effect of her movements on the others and she uses them in the correct time. That's what makes her the one

I'm sure she doesn't even remember me.

Reza:

He is an old friend. seeing him was the remembrance of the old days of school. he himself is not important , he wasn't a real friend anyway. but seeing a familiar face make you remember ones you've liked one day.

make you think what are they doing know. something tickles you to pick up the phone and call them.call them.......that's crazy. what makes me to not go to my school anymore, is, there is no joy to see a school empty of your friend. every rock in that place knows about our craziness, fears and punishments.

one of the most joyful punishments was from our English teacher. he makes us to stand with open hands in the air like a tree, out of the class, where everyone would see you if he was passing by. It was a combination of joy , fear and shyness.

the days that we have passed were charming. hope they could happen again.

Reza

Bicycle

When I was a Kid, I Always ask God to give me a Bike, when I found that it's not gonna work.

I nipped one and I asked God to forgive me.

I Need Love

PLAY

I left my conscience like a crying child
Locked the door behind me put the pain on file
Broken like a window I see my blindness now

And I need love not some sentimental prison
I need god not the political church
I need fire to melt frozen sleet inside me
I need love

Driving into town tired and depressed
Like a flare a street light burst and SOS
Peace comes to my rescue
And I don't know what it means

And I need love not some sentimental prison
I need god not the political church
I need fire to melt frozen sleet inside me
I need love

Broken like a window I see my blindness now

And I need love not some sentimental prison
I need god not the political church
I need fire to melt frozen sleet inside me
I need love
I need love
I need love

I need love