I don't know why, but it has been like this long ago till now. When they pull you out of womb, all you do is to understand and find new things.
The start is putting everything in your mouth and then touching them. One is hot and the other is cold and sometimes it's soft. You know what, from the milky breast to sharp knife, cold water to furious oven.
You get bigger and you start watching and learning what the elders do. You find friends and you learn from them too. You are reading books now and it's just for fun and knowing more and more.
One day you came to this resolution that you have surpassed your parents, teachers and many other people. Maybe you get shocked or maybe snobbish. Or at least you may ask yourself: "So what? Why I went to hell of all that stuff." Maybe you think that's enough and maybe not. Who knows for real?
I have experienced a really special kind of feeling, something complex between sorrow, fun and pity. There are more to this but can't be described by me. It happened twice in my whole life.
The first one happened when I was in 5th grade of elementary school. Dad bought a book that has all the answers to the questions which the books in school were asking. Some kind of manual you can say. He starts admiring his chose and how great the book is.
The other day I have the book in my bag while I see our teacher tore the same book apart and send it to trash can. For a second my little heart stops beating as I remember how I was admiring the book earlier before the class starts. "Please don't tell the teacher I have the same book, please" my mind was appealing.
I never told dad about the incident as he asks about the usefulness of the book the next day. I know that the book would ruin all the stuff that our teacher wants our little minds to find. Think about it, you have the answer, so why using your brain.
Well as you see, it cured the brain in the same time it curses it with sorrow and sadness.
It's mother's turn now. She also bought a book in software learning category. Well a completely outdated one. You know, she was admiring herself for buying the big useful book so cheap.
Told myself not tell her and let those eyes of hers glaze like the sun and have that magic of success in them.
Hard to come to a result, don't you think. What do you say now? Is knowledge a cure or a curse? Why it's always the next generation that have to bear the burden and loneliness as they got arrogant and forget to listen to the experienced ones near them.
It's Cure or the Curse. Which one?? !
Reza is still confused.
Well-known because of his existence… unseen … for generation to generation… everyone has made one for himself… without a moments of thinking what he really is, wants or asks … or is he something that can be real…or…we have made him.
They are uncountable... what a unity just for making the next things come to reality
They are king penguins warming up their chicks (the brown ones)....with this great colony,
they could manage to make the next generation happen. the chicks can't
control their heat for some time, so to make sure they will continue to
live, they all, about 40000 people gathered in south Georgia the
Falkland islands to do the job.
Good Luck.
Reza
I remember playing chess and beating her with Scholar's mate* (She was awful in chess) and a Completed Scholar's mate with the help of two bishops. (I'd create it with my own creativity but I wasn't the first one though) I remember the others ridicule her for losing to a little 6 year old boy two times but she just laughed and passed by, make me remember her as a sincere friend now.
Is it really true? Have you heard anything about it. The message was quite clear. She was lost her virginity. What a shame, also ,he was thinking to himself. mmm...Impressive. He was dreaming the scene with one eye open the other semi-opened with a fainted smell that get through his head, when a passenger push the add button and suddenly appeared beside him.
Try to ignore her, he was telling himself, in which he could focus
on the scene. Whether it was true or not he was enjoying it as the
smell goes deep into and make him fainted. Or maybe it was the light
that was fainting step by step. He doesn't know it really. You know, his
mind was captured here.
what is a womb really. It's like this, You born and you came out from there, asking yourself what a big biggie world it is and for you the new - born - one
(yeah I'm talking to you, you watching the monitor now, shut the hell
up and don't say anything just listen) this is the biggie world and also
there , as you know , was a biggie for your little friend that his head chopped off by the rulers of the inner world. he (the little friend i mean) thought that was a big one.
The astronomers say so
about the whole universe, they are always bubbling that what they have
found is a big one. but he, now with two eyes open, walking directly to
the payload dream station of the past, doesn't think the biggie is what all the above are saying. His majesty sees the situation like this.
She lost her virginity not once as they say but twice. You came out
from there and that's the key to start of the end. And that's where
exactly she lost her virginity again,you know what i mean, where you die
and come out from the womb again. Soon after that, You shocked by the new situation, could not go back and also you remember the oath you bubbled at the first day before You've been sent to the start point.
You have lost your cards, haven't you? You go through the hell and heaven to do the jobs and make them OK and all of that was just to go back to the start point. With the drops of shyness sweat on your forehead.